DiTz DerZ Me

This morning i had to crawl out of bed..eyes couldnt even open..had to sit up and fall back to bed again and again and again..sighzzzzz

The worst thing..getting up washing up and spending practically an hour infront of my wardrobe…finding dat there’s nothing to wear. nothing zinch! A whole lot of laundry lying there waiting for me..sighzzzz…*yawnz*

in the end i juz threw something together. cant be bothered. thank goodness i had taken some clothes from home the other day.

Then i look ard, and discovered i have another pile of laundry which had to be washed by hand..DAMN

Y is it after a holiday…ur whole body juz cant get going..so much for a good rest…maybe the whole holiday u are juz too bz rushing here and there to catch the attractions dat u hv no time to rest….*yanwz*

tired tireddd….wuts dat? nxt yr everyone thinking of going china? oh boy….think i hv to stock up on food poisoning medication..since we r not used to the food there. *yawnz* think a good bout of shopping should wake me up..^_^

Have u ever tot of "wut ifs"?

wut if certain things never had happened, wut if circumstances had changed…but then we would never have met would we?

I tot of it many times.

A part of me will always wonder..

Sometimes we tend to treat those who love us those closest to us for granted, often..the grass is always greener on the other side…when u reach there…you found out it isnt so true.

I taught myself never to regret my decisions. But there’s one..which i will always ponder…always wonder..even though many years had passed

whereever the wind may take u, u’ll always be in my mind.

Finally..back after 4 days of siting in the car…*butt pain*

^_^ Went cameron highlands, Genting and Bukit Tinggi.

Weather there so nice!! Cool and windy ^_^

The view oso damn nice, away from all the pollution and smoke.

We wind down the car windows on our drive up. Feeling the cool wind on our faces, while trying not to puke due to the road conditions. =p

our every meals were like 10 course dinner, at least 10 dishes were called every time we sat down to eat. ^_^. Damn putting on weight liao. Had ton of teas, cakes, da yu da rou.

Had a grand time with dad talking about plants, admiring the scenary, watching the old folks play THE LATEST NINTENDO WII!!~~ Can u imagine my mom got the highest score in wii bowling…but the lowest in actual bowling??!!~~

The best part, the old folks were playing wii bowling, while we the youngsters were playing cards, sianz mann lost money =(

But the hotel apartment we rented at Cameron sux…had to fight for hot water or water everytime we shower, there are 2 bathroom, but if bth are in use..then the water pressure would turn very very low, pratically dripping from the shower head even when u turn bth taps full!!! most of my time in the shower was waitin for the water to come back on……freezing colddddd….

At bukit tinggi was better. 2 storey apartment ^_^ 4 bedrooms(there were 10 of us) 3 bathroom, no need to fight. The view was perfect!!~~ The moment u look out of the balcony, u can see the pond and swans!!!~~ great for ppl watching as well, since they had to use the entrance to the hotel.

^_^

Went to the rabbit farm!!!~~ I had to feed 3-4 rabbits at one time!!~~ imagine how fast i emptied my packet of rabbit food! Then we went for archery! Kept snapping my elbow..pain pain…lucky no more blue black! Went horse farm..keke..wanted to go horse riding..in the end we were so occupied by a new born puppy..so small, u can practically hold it in the palm of your hand!!Its so cute…the owner abandoned it by the roadside, when found it was bleeding everwhere, the fur on it was gone, luckily the horse ranch ppl took it in.

Fed the swans as well, (we stole the bread from the hotel breakfast buffet). The white swans so fierce de, bite our hands. The black swan one nicer..no bite…juz gently tug it away.

My baby Val has been a good boy when we go away it seems ^_^. Uncle who is afraid of dogs, esp big ones (he was bitten when he was very young), had taken to Val..within 4 days!!! ^_^. Daddy and him kept playing with Val. Val must hv a wild time when we went away, so many ppl dote on him.

A cat had come into the compound..and GAVE BIRTH!!~~ to 4 kittens…they were so cute!!~~~ 2 white 2 grey!!~~ wonder if Luz wans them kekeke..

Val saw the cat kept barking at it, the mother cat put up a fight..almost scratch val’s nose!!~~~~ lol. had to drag Val back to the cage after dat.looks like its becoming an animal kingdom here.

So tired…but have to go back to work..sobz sobz

Amazing…

Today as i was reading the electronic news on the new paper..i found out dat my ex form teacher had passed away last june…

Its bn 10 yrs since i last saw her….10 yrs since we had graduated….I did think of her time to time..heard dat she had cancer…then dat she;s back to teaching…after dat i totally lost contact…..never went back to see her…..

she had gotten cancer…and died becoz of it….She’s a great teacher, though she can be bias towards her fav students, but a great teacher nonetheless. She is willing to fork out extra time and effort to teach. dat i knw. unlike some of the teachers nowadays, who teach for the sake of having an iron bowl. Who have no passion to teach. I remember during our preparations for english oral O levels, she’ll take us group by group to the library and test us individually our oral skills. And how we would take turns writing the class diary, and she would take the effort to mark it for our vocab and grammer mistakes every single day, (though most of the time I can never think of wut to write).

How she would scold some of us for being in a relationship at such young age of 15/16 when we shld be concentrating on our studies..=p. How she constantly scold me for being lazy….

I have no idea wut to say….my mind in a swirl now…